The Beginning

well this is my first post in this blog so hi all!

i'll start off telling you all about me. i am a 20 year old mother of 2 amazing children who will be referred to as T and A.. no comment on that one please lol. T is almost 3 years old and she is amazingly smart and beautiful. A is almost 2 and he is a typical boy who loves picking on his sister and pushing the limits. these kids are my life and i love them so much. i would do anything for them. i am currently dating their father and its been going good. he'll be refered to as J. i have 5 sisters and 2 brothers, one of which passed away a few years ago and is greatly missed by us all. i am the youngest and no i wasnt spoiled:P my parents are still together after all these years which in this day and age is amazing to say the least. i have 3 neices and 3 nephews and they are all adorable and amzing children.
i am currently in school taking a small business management course which i love even tho its getting harder as the course progresses. i hope to one day open up my own business tho im not to sure about what type of business to start. i had a dream the other day that i helped each member of my family start a business of their choice which i think would be amazing but most of my family have their lives all planned out so doubtful that that will happen lol.
i am thinking of going back to work in the near future tho the thought of leaving my kids with a daycare makes me sad. i always said id be the stay at home mom til they are in school full time just like my mother did but i know that i may need to go back to work to help myself be able to raise them at the standard i want to raise them. gotta put them first before even my own wishes.
i love cutting hair and took a cosmetology course in school but unfortunately never finished the course cause i couldnt make the class times work after i had my lil T. so i took a few courses at home after i had my daughter and still graduated with an academic major. i shocked quite a few ppl when i showed up at graduation cause they had all thought i had dropped out. now i look at my experience and while i dont encourage teen pregnancy i wouldnt change my experience for anything. it gave me my amazing children and i wouldnt trade them for the world.
i also love reading and spending time with my kids. alot of my posts will be about them and stuff we've done. for example the other day i made them play-dough and it was a blast..my hands are still stained from the food coloring lol. i also love painting and cooking(to a point) and a ton of other things that will come out in this blog.
thats about all i got to say at this time so until i post again see ya:)